girls_dontcry ([info]girls_dontcry) wrote,
  • Music: "lemon" by katy rose

feeling less human

too much has happened today. i've always had little faith in humanity, but today... i feel like i just got punched in the face.

they want to ask the painful questions. they want to suggest i get help.

but 'help' leads to medication which leads to me becoming a complete android.

then there's the cutting which is more of a problem than before.

all in all, it's up to me if i want to get help. i've tried many times before to stop on my own and it's obviously failed. so i'm considering it this summer. my mother is supporting me, but i don't want to feel like a burden or a wacko.

this is summer 2003 all over again.

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